i wish you would love me...

i just saw something that i shouldn't see just now...then, somebody forwarded me this 'poem' below, just enough to answer some of the questions that are running in my minds.... i feel like I am losing her, dunno why...

"Bila kita jatuh cinta pada seseorang,
jangan menyiksa diri dengan menganggap bahawa cinta kita tak diterima.

Cinta itu tak pernah ditolak kerana,
setiap insan memerlukan, menginginkan untuk dicintai.

Wujudkan cinta itu dengan memberikan sesuatu bukan mengharap harap akan sesuatu sebab,
apa yang diberikan kerana cinta selalu datang pada hati kita disaat itu juga.

Kebahagiaan memberi jauh lebih sempurna daripada kebahagiaan kerana menerima.


Tapi…


lain bila kita menginginkan sesuatu yang kita cintai.

Keinginan itulah yang memberikan pahit pahit yang menghiris dada…

Jangan menyiksa diri dengan menginginkan sesuatu….

Jangan siakan cinta dengan beban yang berat mengharap mampu dipikul bahu.

Keinginan memiliki mungkin tak kesampaian…


Tapi…


Percayalah pada diri…

Selalunya cinta yang kita berikan seadanya

Takkan pernah bertepuk sebelah tangan.."

*perempuan yg baik utk lelaki yg baik...

she is leaving us...

esok hari last kak yana kt dunny.huhu
bru pasan, xde gmbr aku ngan kak yana, kalao x dh bleh kt sini.
pape pn, all d best, slamat maju jaya.
blk ni, kalau g trgganu, sy g lawat akak ek, blnje kopok lekor skali :D

we'll be missing u.
pape pn, thnks sbb ajar sy buat cucur sume.
akan sy praktikkan ilmu2 buat cucur tu.huhu
jgn rindu cucur jagung sy dh le, limited edition tuuu.
hanya org2 yg tertntu je yg dpt mkn cucur jagung limited edition summer version.

xlupa juga, nk mengucapkan slamat hr raya, maaf zahir batin

kalau ko tak boleh tlg aku, aku pn malas nk tlg ko

paham?

3rd Demo: Malaysian Night At Toroa International House [cancelled]

We got invitation to perform Silat at the above event on 27th of September 2009.
We all are very busy with revision as we only got few weeks before our final exams. What a pain…

But, whatever it is, we are gonna do our best for the demo. The space/area provided for the demo is also very limited and small. To give you an idea how small it is, only two persons can do Pecahan Tapak 10 or Golongan 10 at a time in that area (-_-)”

we are going to do the exact same thing we did for International Cultural night but only 2 person are doing it at a time. Plus, we'll add slow motion movements for the combat. Hope they'll like it.
I am glad that I already got permission from Cikgu Wan ahmad Fauzi to do this demo (^^,)v

i am vry busy this time, still have to take care of tomorrow's event, "Hari Keluarga", organised by OUPERSADA, UMNO and SARJANA. *sigh....


*update: there will be no demo since it clashes with Otago Raya Open House 2009 (-__-)"

i am very3 creative you know

i can do thousands of things when i should be studying for final.

i am so creative, ain't i?

gmbr lawa

gmbr dpt dr blog oh!cun
huhu

I missed two Gundam from trademe (-_-)"

This year alone, I missed two MG gundam kits at a bargain at trademe (-_-)”
Their prices were cheaper than in Malaysia if I convert the price to RM.
Those two are Unicorn Gundam Ver. and Ka MG Wing Gundam ver. Ka.

1.Unicorn Gundam Ver. Ka
Price: NZD 70.00 (
RRP in Malaysia: RM 200
Reason why I missed is because I just bought Crossbone Gundam Full Cloth and I did not have spare money to spend on this one.
Besides, I need money for the trip during autumn break.



I really like this kit because it can change shape or can transform in to destroy mode. It is like you have two gundam instead of one for that price.
But then, based on reviews on Youtube, this the articulation of this kit is a bit poor as compared to other MG’s to compensate for the transformation. But still, I like the colour, very clean and pure. The design also quite interesting.

2. MG Wing Gundam ver. Ka.
Buy Now Price: NZD 80 (
RRP in Msia: RM 180
It sounds like it is cheaper in Msia, yes it is. But I want it here, in NZ, not Msia. That means, if I were to ship it from Msia, the total cost for this kit will be more than NZD 80, right?


I missed this kit because I waited too long. The reserve price was NZD 70, but the Buy Now price is NZD 80. In order to buy it for NZD 70, I waited until the end of the auction. But then, some Kiwi bought it using Buy Now. Arrghhh…this world is not fair :P
I’ve watched the reviews of this kits on Youtube and it said this kit is very stable since the wings are not heavy as compared to my Strike Freedom.
Besides, the colour scheme for this kit also very nice, I really like it. Plus, the decals are very attractive (bonus pint for this kit).
I think the ‘hikmah’ for these incident is that I can save my money, and bring it to my home country, convert it, and spend it. I’ll get more value of NZD if I convert it into RM :P
Besides, I got new alternative to get Gundams in cheaper way, direct from Japan (avoid middle man in this case). So, no regret for this. Huhu (^^,)v